SAM @samuteki@rage.love

I think my gf has ADHD. I'm reading some articles now about how to practice time management with ADHD, but is there anyone out there that might be able to point me in the direction of any other resources or experience?

Went into the conbini. Young man holds the door open for me on the way out. Very rare thing. Next, he starts chatting me up, in Japanese. Another very rare thing. He wished me a good night and went off.

Kindness for kindness' sake. The middle of the night in the middle of Tokyo.

If you love your introvert, please make sure you let them know how long this damned thing is gonna take. We gotta manage our energy expenditure.

Went to the gym. Did cardio. On the way back home, on my bike, my legs were suddenly pumping full of energy and were begging me to use it. Took the long way home, double time. Felt strong, felt good.

First real day off in like two months. Exhausted from work. Exhausted from US politics.

I'm gonna take a nap.

You ever get a stress headache that is just strong enough that you acknowledge you should take some pills, but not strong enough for you to remember to get the pills until it hurts again?
#AmICrazy

"It was the esthetic which attracted me, the idea that the work of art expresses, contains, and is itself a part of that energy which is life."
Princes and Powers, James Baldwin

I just finished giving my first exam of the year. I've started meditating again recently, and it was interesting how I could kind of 'look at' thoughts of stress and panic and just notice them without engaging in them.

I finally got to work on a design project of mine today, after taking care of a bunch of chores and spending time with my girlfriend.

When I sat back down to start working again, I got that nice little feeling when you see something you made with fresh eyes and almost surprise yourself with how good it looks.

Feeling pretty good right now :)

It's really amazing how low-drama this side of the social internet is. Birdsite seems like a perpetual chaos engine in comparison.

Went in to work on my day off to finally, finally finish a big project. Now I'm working on my own project for my own work, and it feels completely different ❤

When I was a kid, they made being smart sound like it was the most important quality of a human being. Turns out that was a crock of shit.

I meditated tonight. Second night in a row. Hadn't meditated for about a year beforehand.

But felt like my mind was long overdue for a break.

Started to feel something new: like my 'I' and my thoughts both trying to take the wheel in a car.

Started to feel like the unconscious mind gets to the wheel quicker, but the conscious mind has more ability to insert itself, when a gap is inserted.

I'm aware this might sound crazy.