maloki @maloki@rage.love
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White, cis-by-default woman in her 30s. Living in the UK.
Pretend to be abled but live with: Chronic pain. Anxiety. #ADHD
#Tusky support for those who can't talk with m.s
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Joined Jun 2020
Food / tooth
I've barely eaten today because of the tooth... I just want to eat all the things. 😭
Watching Space Sweepers. 😍
Tired
This morning: Omg I have to do all the things, I guess I can crash after.
Me now: why am I so tired 😭😭😭
maloki
boosted
maloki
boosted
Did you know these pictures of Kate Winslet exist?!
📷 Peter Lindbergh
maloki
boosted
what mario would look like if he was english, cursed, do not open
spending money / house stuff
We're buying a vaccum cleaner, for £280. And that's the cheap option....
I think we're getting old.
Food
Ah yes, the famous mashpotato beef stew...
We found a way to cheat the system. 👍
I think that's enough trying to do stuff for one day
I'm so happy Loa offered to make food today if I didn't have energy, even before I realized this was an issue today.
Today I'm practicing to differentiate between the UK and England...
>_<
Dentistry / Sweden vs England
I don't think they'd even be able to not accept new patients in Sweden.
But here in the England most of it's privatized. In Sweden it's not.
Ugh.
But I'm the England it's under the NHS, so there's some benefits for that..
In Sweden, especially in bigger cities, they offer online booking for emergency appointments. It's so bloody convenient because it shows all available timeslots and locations for the day. No calling, easy booking.
It's the same tooth as when I had to use emergency services last in Sweden. 😭
Dentistry / phone calls
Calling the two closest dentists. Neither accept new patients.
The last one at least have me the number to emergency services.
I'm starting to suspect that there's not enough dentist service providers where I live. Rip.
maloki
boosted
corona, vaccines, cops
in berlin they treat cops with priority now and over a thousand cops get the corona vaccine.
I hate cops!
give it to bakers!!
maloki
boosted
Adhd, women, long
maloki
boosted
Adhd, women, long
@schratze @ljwrites @anarchiv something along those lines.
I do think socialization plays a big part, and things like regarding how we'd treat women's RSD, probably refer to it as hysteria or being overly sensitive (they wouldn't necessarily be wrong) and just shrug it off as us being women.
I was always odd, and bullied for it. I and everyone else thought it was because I was overweight (which I barely was, but the standards are so fucked up, innit).
I'd socially get severely punished when I blurted out things, and I'd get thoroughly ignored when I had knowledge about things girls supposedly knew nothing about (like technology / computers).
My hyperfocus as a child managed to get channeled into learning new things and actually as a result I'd study fairly well, and my grades were good until my teens, when at some point I realized (unconsciously) that good grades gave me no attention at home 🤷♀️
I was always a jack-of-all-trades, master of none, and I didn't mind being alone, because the silence was very calming to me.
My sleep issues weren't prevalent until my teens, and I got diagnosed with depression and recommended medication for it around 17/18 (even though I'd seen psychologists since I was 12).
I can go on...
I'm in bed surprisingly early.
I took all my meds.
I got a decent chunk of stuff done today, even though I also rested a lot.
Tomorrow I have more stuff to deal with. Because tooth. Ugh.
Anyways, see you tomorrow, and sleep tight, alt have a great day, whichever comes first. 🙏❤️
- pronouns
- she/they
White, cis-by-default woman in her 30s. Living in the UK.
Pretend to be abled but live with: Chronic pain. Anxiety. #ADHD
#Tusky support for those who can't talk with m.s
header from: https://twitter.com/doeantlers/status/1268711259152629762
Joined Jun 2020
